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Friday, January 22, 2010 || 9:09 PM
last years pic -.- lawls .hellow fellas' ^.^im back .. posting for the sake of not letting the blog dead x_xThis few days , it doesn't turn out to be great :((its just that my life seems to be miserable . its not just miserablebut ,, very miserable . maybe its not my luck .Thursday.Thursday turns out to be the worst day eva' ..Sch ? wasnt really concentrating as i knw its gonna be a bad day .was actually thnking wat to say in [insertplace].i knw its gonna be bad . real bad ,.aftr sch was suppose to go band but have to skip for the sakeof going to [insertplace].too me now the [insertplace]will be the most "hate-est" place ive ever been too .
that pace was a misery . wen i reach that place ,i have to wait for my turn to go in while my mumis speaking to the [insertperson] with theworsteverdad. i've nvr seen this kind of Father or maybe a bastard man who has destroy my life .i'll hate him for the rest of my life . thr , wen i was being call ,i was nervous ..wen i get out of the room , i cried . I'm just to stress .no words that i can say .. wat i was thnking was dieing .aftr it ended i wen hme with a groomy face .Friday.Sch was just fine .. not much to elaborate . Aftr sch , mum called .she ask me to go to 2 types of councelling .but thn , i denied . i was fine but tis stress came back ..tears suddenly flow down my checks .Shitszxx .. life isn't great for me . i just dont knw wat to do .Die ? maybe not .it wont solve my problem .give up ! wat i wanna focus now is in my studies .i just dont wan my results to go downhill .it would be so terrible .so went hme and slept .Saturdaynuthng to do since sib is not with me .byes (:-SYAFEEQ-
